My Life

2009-08-16T02:49:00.000-07:00

i's so happy that my event go smoothly..and it is finish..yeah!!..so lastly i have to do the proposal..i have fun ding it and i have they have fun attending it..haha..hope i can do the proposal correctly..haha...nwadays very tired yet sastifying..cos i get to meet my old mates..altho for a short while...haha..so nice and ytd have the f1 talk..damb boring..haiz..n promised to meet some1 bt didnt go cos no mood...sry..haha..maybe nxt time ya...so only 2day cn realx..

2009-08-11T10:29:00.000-07:00

haiz sian sia...this thurs alrdy my event..hope all go smoothly...i been a long time since i touch this blog sia..haha..bt nvr mind lah..i wan 2 write also like ntg new leh..so now i very boring so i juz rite lor..haha...wat to write ar?..erm..it been so boring that there no highlights...bt nw adays kinda like the beach so much..i tink bcos of strezz lah..so go there to distress...been missing him..lately bz wif frenz and the skool until seldom c him ar.he also gv me prob so wat 2 do...juz ignore lor...den he also bz..so our datis geting lesser and lesser..haiz...sometimes i also dunno wheather we r still tgt or nt sia..haiz..so juz 4get it lor...i tink single is also the bez lor no need to report to anybody..haha...rite..happy go luck lor...cnt say love my life any more...it juz been complicated...haiz..

2009-07-09T10:09:00.001-07:00

wah..it been so long since i didnt blog sia...since i been playing com n i lazy 2 write haha..bt as long as didnt blog..it been alot of things gng around..haha..so i juz do it in poin form and i will try to do it more details if i do rmber..haha.

the key point is that i have started skool for a week and it been so boring cos i hv to wake so early and guess wat i cnt wake up..haiz...see lah all bcause i slp so late sia..and ya since i been talking about skool, we have to do the event for my project..so our group is making a awardz nite and it also in circus theme..haha..it fun bt i dunno what to wear sia...i tot wan to wear a witch costume bt it is not the halloween theme..haha...bt it kinda funny cos most of my grp mate also didnt reali go with the theme..haha...bt for now i juz hope tat the event will all go well and hope to pass..tt all wish for..haha..

n as my life..it been fun..i have alot of fun during the hols..haha..and i brought aalot of things..haha...love shopping..haha...n tat time i go to beach wif zaki and pei shan..it fun cos we ride bike and it been a long time since i ride a bike..haha..so loving it..haha...

here ar some pic tat zaki take for us..haha

2009-05-23T08:30:00.000-07:00

well..2day is so unlucjy for me sia...n so clumsy...as u noe that sometimes u have the clumsy day sia...keep kncking my head on things and almost fall down...haiz wat a day and 2 day i didnt go out sia...so sian like hell...cos some1 have better things to do sia...as dear gt soccer n 4get all abt me...so 4get it...i the 2nd on his list mah..haiz..so nvr mind...haha...hack care...bt look at the bright side..i cn relax one whole day at home..haha...n peishan say wan 2 go slubbing on fri...nice sia...cnt wait...haha...so lng alrdy didnt go..haha...so cn go and destress..haha...happy2...hope all go well wif the planning..haha

2009-05-15T09:12:00.000-07:00

well...it been so lng since i blog..haha..skool nowadays is so sian sia..make me very lazy to wake up in the morn since i have ntg to look forward to..haha..and altho the skool days are short...mostly 3 hrs...so it ok lah...so have to sacrifice my slp a bit..haha...ytd gt workshop and i came and found out it juz a waste of time sia..so i cabot at lunch..haha...so bad rite and i also persuade my friends to cabot..haha...gd mah...they talk all abt their company and i like wat have it to do with me sia..haha...bt nvr mind...actually 2day wan to go cycling bt the weather is bad cos i keep raining and stopping so nt good...haiz...so 4 2day i go hang out near my block der wif bi..kind of fun lah..he tell me the things happen at his wrkplace..haha..den went home abt 10 cos wan 2 watch ghost whisperer ..haha...turning out to be my mom day by day sia...addicted to tv...haha..
so for this long i didnt blog.., let me sum up what did i do ya...erm...

i watch x-men (actually plan to watch midnite bt gt prob so watch the 7 plus de mv)
sick for 3 day..haiz...at least i go c doc ok...(n btw it is not swine flu hor..)
enjoy my hobby craft of making pottery..haha wan to make vase bcome cup sia...bt nvr mind,,haha..
meet zaki and other and hang out wif them at tp...nice!!!
have an embarrasing moment of my life bt still can enjoy myself on the same day..haha

i tink tat all i can rembr...haha...bt life is a rollercoaster and these ew days seems like it...at leat not the same routine..haha...so i have some happy time and angry time bt i still happy that these things take place as i now noe which or who is important and which or who is not..haha...

2009-04-13T06:19:00.000-07:00

so sian sia...2day start skoll and it juz a waste of time lor...
firstly got msg say muz reach there at 9 der reach bishan, huda tell me that the class start at 10...wat the hell...
aft tat i come still so early..haiz...
den c the tchear, she say our ca didnt come cos she have so course or wat lah...
and she will b gone till nxt tues...haha..tat good..
den not even half and hour, we can go home..
waste of my time sia go skl..betta slp at home..
haha but good lorr..go home and slp..hahaha..
bt the good news that my schedule is cos always cn go home early..haha.
juz hope the tchear is nice.haha

2009-03-18T12:32:00.000-07:00

see so late liao..haven slp sia..somemre 2mr i wan 2 go out so need to wake up at 9am sia..haiz..bt nvr mind betta den rot at home rite..so nw i go see2 ppl blog..ntg 2 do mah..den i c the pei shan de personality test...haha...the result erm..a bit true ar..so if u noe me juz judge it urself...here the result:

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

c lah...due 2 boredness..i do stupid test and kind of the way 2 noe myself..haha...like siao alrdy...n also i take the real me test...once i take 1 test i kinda addicted to it..haha...so post some lor..in case u wan 2 noe me betta..haha

Here is the analysis:

You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.
You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.
You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

k lah...at least i post something..if not some1 say my blog died alrdy..haha...

2009-03-13T09:29:00.000-07:00

2day my schedule is to relax..haha...so i relax until sian sia..haha...den morn(nt tat morn lah cos i wake up like 1 pm..) i go eat and den col peishan cos sian mah...c wat c doing...always talk 2 her ar cn become crazy sia..dunno y....dis the conversation:

ps: i tot u go out sia...
me: no lah wan 2 realx 1 whole day cos of the strez the xam 2 me..haha
ps:haha..
me: sian leh gerl..wat 2 do...
ps: play alamk lah...go disturb ppl...haha
me: tt a gd idea..will do it 2nite...haha..btw 2 mr i free sia..haha
ps:den
me: cos i cold war wif some1..so wat 2 do rite..haha
ps:haha
me: so muz find date haha
ps:so wat 2day u ntg do ar?
me: read book lor...my fren gv me 3 books u noe..haha
ps: walau nerd lah u...

like hell...nobody have ever col me nerd sia...stupid...ppl will laugh if they c me with a book sia( as some1 does) haha...bt it ok..i cn take it 4 a day...n it not studying lor..it novel u noe...so kinda ntg go into my head..(n ps i will tell u the summary ya..) haiz..lazy ppl ask me to tell everyting i read haha...so nvr mind no need to waste time..

so here is someting tt i wan to do during my hols:

wanna watch: Push, Hotels for Dogs, Confession of the Shopperholics and also the Witch Mountain 2..haha

Go out wif the long lost frenz..haha(miz u guy men)

and lastly......go shopping wat else....sian leh no more clothes to go out sia....sian everytime wear the same clothes...haiz......

so that it...quite short rite...cos i'm easily pleased..haha...

2009-03-12T06:43:00.000-07:00

at last...my xam is is done

and now i having my hol..yeah baby..haha..

bt i tink i will not do well for my epl...

it sux sia..haiz...

bt at least i gt pass that all that matters sia...

if i pas i will be so happy as lng tat will not need me to reatest..haha...

now i wan to relax and dun wan 2 think abt skl alrdy..

haha..so i will nt c the test result until the end the hol..

haha...

2009-03-10T00:36:00.000-07:00

juz wanna share wif u guys the song currently lock into my head by this yvette..haha

Tearsdrops on my guitar

by Taylor Swift

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be

I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about

And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's so damn funny

That I can't even see anyone when he's with me

He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,

I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?

And there he goes, so perfectly,The kind of flawless I wish I could be

She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love

Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light

I'll put his picture down and maybe

Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar

The only one who's got enough for me to break my heart

He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

He's the time taken up, but there's never enough

And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.

2009-03-10T00:27:00.000-07:00

wah 2day alrdy have the marketing sia...
so ok lah..2 down 1 more to go ar..haha...like it n at the same time hate it sia..need to study 8 units in one go cos i haven even touch the epl book sia..haiz..haha..so 2mr one whole day need to STUDY!! cannot play2 alrdy..haha bt look at the bright side it onli 8 units den the marketing is 11 unit..can die sia..bt it's over now...

talking abt marketing rite..

juz now the marketing paper is so hard sia..

i feel like knocking my head to the table sia...i write alot of nonsense sia der..den ar i finish so early sia...den look arnd most of my classmate haven finish...so stare at everyting lor..haha..dun wan to look at the paper..haha...den ar i say to huda i wan 2 go out alrdy, c ask me to wait...wah..i cant stand it sia...my stomach cramp somemre and the stupid paper infront of me irk me sia..haha..so 4get it i go out wait..haha...

hope i pass and dun have to retake(think i gt alot of time ar wan to retake)..

pray for me ya...haha...

hope on thurs the paper is ez...please!!!!haha...

2009-03-07T04:40:00.000-08:00

arh..so sian sia...my xam is on mon and i dun tink that i ready for it sia..haiz...study bt still cnt go inside my head...haiz..hope all go well during the xams sia..haiz...n the one thing that i cnt wait is the hol..haha...1 mth..yeah baby...at last no need to touch the book alrdy...haiz...juz now go wedding..sian...my mom go force me...i dun quite like it sia...haiz...most of my cousin didnt come for wat i cme rite,..betta i slp at home and do some revision rite..haiz(so many haiz) hahaha...bt overall my days have been nice and there ntg can perfect it..cos no need to talk wif the stupid idiot ppl..so i tink it juz a blessing in disguise ya..haha...ok lah...wish me luck ya for all my xams and hope tat i no need to retake...if retake i tink i betta quit sia....

2009-02-22T00:29:00.000-08:00

idiotic ppl...i hate the ppl hu wan 2 say things bt cnt say right infront of me...if u gt some things that u dun like y u didnt juz say it straight...dun ever use some things like msn nick or msg juz so u cn say things that u dislike...as my point of thinking is if some1 use this stupid tactics is juz a coward that cnt face up to reality..onli cn depend on the technology....if like tat also i cn wat...i cn thrash u up watever i wan 2 say i like in this blog rite...so juz for this cowards, i juz wan 2 say please take some attitude check first before u say someting that is not ur judment to judge....i dun mind losing one friend cos i cn still live happily wifout u...

2009-02-18T08:56:00.000-08:00

haiz...i'm so bored wif my life routine nowadays..hate it s much...i also have no mood to study sia..i dunno whether to quit or wat sia...bt if i quit now it like alrdy half of the course alrdy...haiz...so nowadays i have to drag my feet to skl and have to force myself to wake up....haiz...tat y nwaday i always turn up late to skl..haiz..n also i cnt even pay attention to wat the hell the tchear is taking sia...god help me with the upcoming xam that is on the 9 or 8 of march...haiz..my friends is always noe how to spice things up bt den there are sometime so sian moment in class where i juz feeling like wan to walk out frm the class sia...haiz...i juz to get back the feeling of the xcitement in my life as in the old days(As id i was so old ar)...strezz liao until pimple come out alrdy...haha...dere goes my perfect skin(haha...as if )

2009-01-22T10:21:00.001-08:00

taken tis pic wen i getting ready to go out...since the person i wanna meet so late...haha

haha..lng time didnt blog aldy...so here are some things going on arnd me...haha...
the key events are:

Su bday...my group have share $$ 2 buy her present as in a necklace tat i find it quite nice..

Yvette bday...we brought her a teddy bear that c say it look cute...

seen spikey...wah so nice...haha..kind missing in action a few days..bt nvr mind..

talk wif zul until late abt the stpid things we done..haha...

loves the company of my frends nowadays..

loving my new hp..haha...

gt alot of stupid projects and the newest is the stupid role play that i have no idea of doing it...haha

and here are some pics that i taken nowadays..

tis is the demand of suliani cos its a her bday n she want 2 take pics... so tis is the result...haha

2009-01-11T22:22:00.000-08:00

wah..so nice leh 2day go home at 12 den i tot go home cn study mah

den wat i doing now..

blog sia..hahaha..

no mood to study...

juz now also like hell sia i cme out frm my hse at 7 leh..

den wait 4 the bus 30 mins sia...wanna complain!!!l

ike hell ppl alrdy come so early bcos of the bus i late sia..

stupid bus..bt nvrmind..

cn go home early..

hope all the bez for my xam altho i haven study le

..haiz...god bless me sia...haha....

muz endure the many words that i c at the textbook..

2008-12-20T08:24:00.000-08:00

stupid hell lor 2day...ytd pei shan say that c have a job interview 4 the pthings packer..so juz gv it a try lor...den ar 2day i wake up at 11 juz 2 meet her ar 1.30 at hougang mall so we cn take mrt go to clarke quay rite...so wen we go to the interview, they say it is a multi level marketing...like hell lor...dun like sia...cheat our $$ onli lor...muz take the bus n mrt...hummph!!..stupid den the end we juz like dumb2 listen to the ppl talk (eventhough we dun wan the job lah)..so aft that we go walk2 at central..so sian sia..the place is so boring and squeezy...the place so small n have a lot of shop...btw the shop place is so boring leh..ntg 2 look n the shirt texture nt nice and so of them is s x..imagine a shirt that only a drawing of a kid and it cos abt $60+...omg!!...

aft that we go to my place n slack2...we have fun talk2...haha..have fun...we come my place cos my bro lah ask me to pick up the new letterbox key...like hell...he himself dun wan 2 go ask me..so muz travel back 2 my place...haiz....bt we have fun talking abt nonsense..haha...

2008-12-17T07:06:00.000-08:00

today is so fun cos i go out wif yul cos so lng i didnt go out wif her sia..kinda miss her...den 4 the whole day we take a lot of pic and talk2 like crazy...bt c also alittle bit sick cos c keep coughing (n btw yul if 2mr i start coughing ar..i blame u ar...haha) we go orchard and walk2...here are some pic we take 2gether...

wah...i'm so tired sia...i feel like wat go straight to my bed n slp...cos juz now need to wake up at 12...den dunno still 2mr wan 2 go out or nt...damb tired sia..so aft dis i wan 2 go slp..haha....n btw..i have alot of hmwk...and i haven even start a ting sia..haiz..so lazy..wen i c the word in the book i will be sighing n my hand will take the com and start playing haha...so wish me luck so that i cn finish my hmwk b4 the skl start and do my research for the current affair project presentation...haha..

2008-12-16T03:30:00.000-08:00

wah...dam slpy sia...need to wake up at 8 cos i need to be at bishan at 11am...can u imagine tat cos i ytd slp wat time sia..at 5 u noe..until my mom wake alrdy to go to wrk sia..haiz...so wen i wake up...i faster2 get ready to go out...den i found out that there ntg 4 me to eat...hurhur..so hungry...so wen i reach at bishan at 11.10 (huda and su waiting 4me..haha...sori..it all cos of the stupid bus...come so late we need it...bt come so fast if u dun wan...wth..)..so they tired of waiting for me at mrt they wait 4 me at the bishan library..i so hungry tat first ting i go to wen i reach bishan is to subway..haha...lng time didnt eat it alrdy...(takut kempunan kn...jadi mahal pn mahal lah...aslkn aku leh mkn....) den aft i brought i go find them i do the project 4 2 hrs..i tink...bt at least we did it most of it alrdy...haha...so happy....den wen i wan 2 go home, i tot wan to go zanna hse...bt lazy lah...c say that c wan 2 watch tv so muz go hm at 7.30...so 4get it lah...by the time i reach der alrdy 5 den talk a while onli...better i go home play com n catch up my slp rite...haha....

actually i promised yul to go out wif her on thurs den i juz found out that i also promised zul to go out on thurs...argh!!!!...so scared tat 1 of them angry so i ask yul to change our plan to go out 2mr...sori yul...realli2 sori...hope we cn hv fun 2mr...

juz now also zul ask me wether i wan to go meet him n acc him go bugis...den i say dun wan lah..haha...so now i relax n play com now..haha....dis is how lazy i am..haha...

2008-12-15T04:34:00.000-08:00

erm..today i have ntg on so i been at home playing wif my niece cos she slpover my hse wif my aunt...she juz 5 so ok lah...i have to entertain her so...kinda full day work sia..need to follow her everywhere cos my aunt here talk2 n help to clean the hse..haha..(so i no need to clean..hahaha..) bt nice lah..2day i gt my slp..haha..i wake up at 2 sia...normally i wake up at 11 bt 2day ar..haiz..wat to do i yesterday i slp at 3...bt i 2day i cnt slp so late cos i need to go to bishan cos su wan 2 meet 2 do the project and guess wat at 11 sia..so i have to wake up at 9..haiz...there go my slp...hope i dun 4get to bring the booklet she ask me bring...

i cnt wait to watch the twilight...cos the guy is so handsome..hahaha...i will b watching wif pei shan, jac(dun cofirm yet), yvette, and su..haha.....we be watching on 21 dec cos wait 4 peishan to cme back and the movie cos it start on 18 dec.....haha...

2008-12-13T10:23:00.000-08:00

so happy..the hol starts alry..so i been planning to go out wif my frends cs i dun wan 2 stay at home..i find out that if i stay too long at hm i will go crazy sia..haha..bt good lor cs most of my fren is also hol so we wan 2 go watch movie n all...so nxt mon i will be watching twilight and on tue i will be gng to eat outside wif nashah cos c say wan to celebrate her bday which is on 11 dec..so pass alrdy..happy belated bday gerl..may all ur wish came tru n have fun ya..

haiz...y i the onli 1 tat dun cnt go out off this country ar..sian leh..wati is gng to vietnam and pei shan is gng to hong kong...hurhur...i will left alone here...bt luckyly my ehemm will acc me..bt as u all noe the stupid soccer will be his first priority mah (altho he wil ask me to tag along) bt dun wan lah..b a dumb2 to wait 4 hm there...stupid rite...better i slp lor n go out wif somelse...later i take anth wheel den u noe ar...haha...

on last tues go to xpo cos need to do the epl thing...den coincidently gt john little sale and den jeg jeng jeng...u guess it...we go shopping..hahaha...all our crazyness started cos of all the cheap things...hahaha...the shoes are so cheap and clothes to ...so i yvette, jac and huda brought the same top tat cos onli $9.90..haha...

and yul..looking forward to our meeting haha....hope we have fun...bt the bad news is i no $$$$ leh...haiz...bt dun wori...i will try to spend less so i cn go out and shop wiif u ya...haha..

2008-12-09T04:40:00.000-08:00

haiz...been bz nowadays...haha...1 more day n i free frm gng 2 skl lah...nice...hahaha..so now erm...way have i been doing is ...i have alot of project..haha...bt at last i have finish almost all of it...only left current affairs cos i need to do the script and first of all i need to find a topic lah...haha...been tired cos i been gng homne late so..have no time to hog the com..haha..bt have fun wif frends...laugh n talk to them like crazy lah..haha...now closer wif them n can talk alot of thing eventho not even 1 yr (almost)...haha...last week go eastcoast wif peishan was nice..we have fun talking nonsense as always and keep splashing each other wif water eventho we didnt bring xtra clothes...so we kinda soak wif the beach water..haha...n reach home nearly abt 11 or 12 like tat i tink...haha..as per normal...after skll i , yvette n laitin walk2 arnd j8 and talk2...

erm..i quite fed up at home wif the ppl so i hope during the skl hol i will be spending more time outside than at home...haiz...so now planning wif ppl to go out..haha...crazy rite...bt nvr mind..if skl reopen den stay at home lor..haha..miz my old frenz...hope to meet them soon...yul...looking 4ward to meeting u sia...n rahayu...miz u many2 lah..haha...n hope to find job to...at least not always take out m$ mah...$$ come in also gd lah..so cn spend some more..haha...zul to ya...lookinbg 4ward to out outing..haha...hope u have fun n make more $$ wif ur tutoring ya...n dun 4get to blanja me..haha...

2008-11-12T04:57:00.000-08:00

well...sori bcos it been so long since i have updated my blog..haha..erm so wat i been up to is that i hv alot of pending project that i dun have a clue of doing it...and also my attendance have been so bad that my tchear say to me if i did nto attend classes regularly frm now on i will get a warning letter..haha...haha wat 2 do i also so lazy to wake so early in the morn so i tends to come to skl 2 hrs later...haha...n even my mom have doubt that weather i gt come to skl or not sia...haha....bt i have to convice to her that i attend it even nt that regularly..haha...white lies so as it can be called..haha..so lazy sia...with the crazy weather nowadaysw...sometimes it nice 2 slp all day cos of the rain..hahaha..nowadays miz my old frends cos we been bz cos of skl n wrk so hv no time to go out wif them...so the onli way is to sms..haiz..bt it not as nice as to talk all day n laugh like crazy wen we are together...ermmm wat else....i broke nowdays so waiting 4 my bro pay so that he can buy me my top up card cos it onli left wif $30..haha it not even 1 mth n i have finish using my $70 on my pp8...haiz....who ask me to like to talk on phone than msgs...haha...k lah...shall update wen i hv sometings...haha...

Hari raya

2008-10-08T10:46:00.000-07:00

Hari raya sudah tiba haha...dah sminggu lebih dah...haha...collection pon tak byk...haiz..tak kisah lah...asl kn aku happy sudah kn..haha...first day of hari raya aku kluar dgn kluarga n meet ct..haha..

den pi umah sedare-mare...nt tat tired lah cos dis year i didnt buy tat so high heels...so ok lah..kalau aku beli...boleh mampos siak aku jln 1 hari...haiz...tapi nasib aku li yg tak lah berape tinggi n very comfortable for me to walk....actualli i have no mood 2 celebrate cos of the stupid result i get..haiz...bt nvr mind...tis year aku nye baju bunga2 seh...(jasi lah aku minah bunga skjap)...haha...nowadays aku asik pi johor aje..aku pon tak tau kenape...bt my sis ask me 2 come so i say ok...n also i nowadays very hard 2 slp...4 the past few days i slp arnd 6 or 7 am sia..like hell rite keep turning2 on my bed bt no slp...haiz..aft the collection i go shopping...wah so many tings i brought...bags, clothes, shoes n accessories..haiz...bt my mom keep nagging if i brought bags cos my closet is fulll of it sia..haha...bt also sometimes she use mine...so she cnt say much..haha..
this is my mom n bro

n tis my bro

haha...tis year no same colour lor...me in pink my mom in black n my bro brown(last yr shirt)...haiz...my mom give him $ bt didnt wan 2 buy new 1...stupid...haiz...ok lor...4 more day gng 2 start skl..sian ar...lazzy sia...no mood 2 go n how the hell am i gng 2 wake up tat early??haiz...

290908

2008-09-29T12:18:00.000-07:00

haiz...9 days alrdy didnt write in here.....so let me cut it short...erm..ok lets start wif me wrking..i have to wrk 4 3 days 4 the F1 thing as usher(help to direct ppl i tink)..it is so nice bt yet tiring...i have to stand all day long frm 1 to 6 or 7...so tired sia..my legs pain like hell..this wrk is related with my skl project so it is like killing 2 bird wif 1 stone..haha..gt $ leh..so nice rite..n the nices thing is that my station is the startin point of the race(cn u imagine that)...i cn c all the fabulous cars n drivers...the drivers are so handsome leh...they sometimes walk thru my stn n we like wow...haha.. i like dis black n orange car...nice colour ya..
i have taken alot of pics lah cos of the project i have to submit...so i tis is some of the pics i have taken...

This is the pic i taken frm the staff lounge so cn shot frm upstairs(cn c many cars on 1 go)

i tink that all i cn put inside..haha...n u noe wat bad luck happen 2 me wen on 27 09 08...i had an allegic reaction...(like hell)..bcos of the fish n chips lah...cos me 2 have an injection..it happen at 12 am wen i suddenly wake up n fell all itch on my feet n hands..so my mom n my bro have to rushed me to the 24 hrs clinic n have injection...(argh!!!!) n u noe wat it cost $99 u noe...the doctor fees is alrdy $70+...like hell rite.. n last ar..i have to come to wrk wif my dorky glasses to block the puffness of my eyes...argh!!!

220908

2008-09-21T12:51:00.000-07:00

wow...i nwadays so sian sia...ntg to look 4ward to...bt ok lah i cn catch up wif the lost of slp wen i skling...nwadays i slp at 4 am an wake up at 1 or 2 pm(so nice 2 slp sia)..haha...nw my routine is to wake up, c if i have a plan or meeting some1(den i go out), i do my house chorses and den sit watch tv...haiz wat 2 do no work mah...haha...bt tat ok i cn still go shopping ..hahahahahaha...luv shopping n hanging out wif my frenz...do crazy stuff(miz those days wen we all bz with xam n all n have no time to go out...haha..nw i bored sia...cannot slp and now it abt 4 am in the morning...and i killing time writng this n watching narnia prince casprian at the same time...wondering how am i gng to concentrate n understand the movie...hahaa..crazy me..ok lah ....ntg 2 write anyting alrdy sia...haiz...wat to do...ok lah...nxt tm i write in again...bb

190908

2008-09-19T04:54:00.000-07:00

2day muz wake up so early at 9 am like hell cos i slp late ytd at 3am...haiz so slp like hell den inside the bus wan 2 slp cannot slp cos so uncomfortable the chair....hate the new bus sia...actually huda promised me to meet at 10.30 but den u noe wat c came so late sia at least suliani there can accompany me sia....haha..c didint come to the event but then c aft we say that the shift is onli frm 11 am to 7 pm ...c say she will consider it....haha...n the good thing abt the event is that we gt paid...that good but nt comfirm...the lady say that we got paid $60 per day..it ok 4 4 days work....haha...luckyly huda come so i cme if nt i didnt come sia..i see there, the ppl all so act sia...i dun quite like...we wan 2 make frend also like hell...aft den i went home n get ready 2 go out....haiz....i go bugis toi have menicure....haha so nice...first time to do this..haha tat all 4 2day....nxt time i continue to update blog....ok lah..bb

080908

2008-09-08T08:00:00.000-07:00

arg!!!wat a stupid mistake i made sia...go change the stupid thing..if ot i will get 4 marks sia...i juz hope tat i pass my bzf paper...somemore the tchear can say tat it is easy...like hell sia...hate her sia play wif my heart...bt hack care lah...2day i feel a little bit under the weather...sick sia...so i went home abt 11 den slp until 6.30 sia..i tink i will cntnue slp if my mom didnt wake me up sia...haiz....at least 2 days nt skling..so happy yet scared cos of my tps xam...i hate it sia...bt 2mr i gt the car test..i didnt even study...ar....strezzzzzzzzz!!!!!..someone juz knock me dead better den let me go thru this kind of things in one wk....haiz....ook lor..tat all i cn say abt my boring n strezzful wk cming ahead....arh......allah help me!!!haha

300808

2008-08-30T04:18:00.000-07:00

haiz...yesterday i cme 2 tchear day celebratetion all thanks 2 huda (actually been forced by huda..)n for her 2 make me cme...c have 2 wake me up at 6 in morn..haha..i dragged myself der n meet her n the concert is so short we go home ar 10..(actually it is nice 2 b short n sweet) so wen i went home i called pei shan 2 cme my hse 2 hang out here wif nashah..bt den peishan sick n me also..(suddenlly sia..) i tink it bcause SKL cherry..(2 strong 4 me)..den we hang until 10 like tat...bt during tat time is ok lah...bt i have 2 vomit 2 feel better..(there goes my nasi lemak breakfast)....so tat night it quite enjoying bt not as usual...wan 2 study bt lazy..haha..2 day 2day i say 2 my friend i sick because i lazy 2 go out..haha...den now i stay at hm ntg 2 do (regret nt going out)..haiz...on mon puasa start alrdy...so need 2 puasa alrdy..hahaha..bt the nice thing is my mom is gng 2 gv me $500 for my clothes for hari raya...whooooo....so nice it is more than enough bt dun wan 2 tell my mom later c decrease it n i end up crying...muahahahaha

tis pic is taken wen we waiting 4 food...

250808

2008-08-25T05:00:00.000-07:00

wah 2day very hard to wake up sia eventhough i need 2 b in skool at 10...so last night i alarm clock at 730..bt as normal cnt wake up until it was 0800..u c.so hard 2 wake up....(haiz wat cn i say so lazy mah....)..so in the bus as usual i try 2 catch up my sllp as i slp at 2 plus...haha..i dun care either i snore or wat bcos the first priority is tat I WANT 2 SLP!!...so hack care wat other ppl might hear..haha..den wen i reach skool...the day went as usual...den aft skool i promise 2 go mos burger with yvette n laiting 2 gossip2..haha...tat a nice things 2 do u noe..haha...tat y i tink ar we can go on until dawn ya...bt den c muz do the stupid library things so i n laiting go first n eat den c go join us...we talk n laugh..den ar...haiz...the angry part of my day is that wen i went home the hse is a mess so i need 2 wash the dishes n all...like hell man...i tink ar in my hse theppl dun eat sia but stuff the food inside sia...they used so many plates n dun wan 2 wash..tink wat got maid ar here...like hell feel like throwing everything sia in the dustbin..bt ok lor nw gt time 2 update blog...eventhogh tat i nt always update..so nxt time anyting i juz update ya..

Zanna n mie..

2008-08-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

tat time zanna msg saying that c not woring so c say wan 2 hang out wif me so i ask her 2 cme my hse...(c how lazy i am 2 go out..hahaha) always ask ppl 2 cme my hse 2 hangout...so wen i reach hm frm skl...c alrdy come....we go sit arnd my blk..miz her so much sia..lng time didnt c her..haha....if nt we b 3 ppl always (me,ct n zanna)...we will sit arnd n talk n smk..haha..we will b having a small picnic arnd here until late..n tat day zanna bring her shade n i take her shade n as always...take pic of my self...hahaha...we laugh n talk abt all the things happening...n our family...she now working at KFC so c have $ 2 buy things.. wen i c her alrdy...i like 'wow'...so many new thing ar..haha...c like 'gt $ alrdy can buy anyting i wan mah'...i was like ok..fine..den ask her 2 blanja me...haha..c so cute sia...waiting 4 nxt time meeting her..miz her nw..haha...

Tis is zanna n me wen hari raya.

these r my pics with her shades hahaha...

haha...so funny with the big shade rite...n like my cheeks are so 'tembam'...hahaha...

220808

2008-08-22T08:42:00.000-07:00

2day was fun..haha..juz now reach hm abt 5...the stupid tchear lah go n drag the time nagging at us abt the access thigy...bt ok lah cos our xam comig mah..den pei shan say wan 2 meet so i ask her come my hse sit at the blk ..haha..fun man..keep gossiping abt thing n all...haha...n talking shit to entertain ourself...haha....COCONUT things...haha..n the accent we us 'cina'..haha...laughing frm 5.30 to nearly 10 cos my mom wan 2 ask me come home early cos she's hungry...haiz...the funny thing is that there a couple der sitng lovey dovey n we talk so loudly juz to irritate them..hahaha..we were talking abt them without them relising it...even though it is so straight forward lor...den they cannot 'tahan'...they go alrdy...it take us 20 min juz 2 wait 4 them 2 leave....crazy things happen wen we 2gether in a same place ..hahaha...self entertainment..haha...n also doing the coconut dance..haha..if coconut is der surely we kena scolded men..haha..bt luckly there onli cina..haha..so nvr mind ...treat the place like my hse like tat....Having fun ya...

030808

2008-08-03T02:52:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i dun understand why ppl will get hurt by some ppl words wen they themself say it to others....they think that only other ppl have to understand their feeling....wen ppl say the same things to them they will feel hurt n dun even care abt what it will affect on others...haiz....i hated it so much....n sometimes ppl or things get appreciet wen it always there...so wen sometings or ppl juz go away or dissappear den we understand their value...so dun do things to ppl that u dun wan it to happen to urself...n also sometimes words can b very sharp n painful that sometime other party tense to get hurt without u noeing it...erm...n also dun ask ppl to keep a secret to u that u urself will open it widely....n that ppl will get all the blame for keeping it frm ppl....so better stay at the safe side n mind ur own biz...n btw...as all of us noe that secrets can never be covered forever...

160508

2008-05-16T10:00:00.000-07:00

hey..long time i didnt blog alrdy..haha..been bz nowadays wif myself..haha..haiz..it been 1 mth alrdy i in higher nitec..ermm..the class is nice bt the work..i hate it..haha..duno leh..haven even the 1 wk of skool the teacher alrdy tell ask abt the projects and the deadline of it... STREZZZ...hate projects and it is individual...hate it..so i have do the project all by myself...haha..n u noe wat..wen the project is due yesterday...i dunno.haha..n so i hv to passed it up 2day..n the bad luck is that my printer is out of ink..shit rite n also the shop downstairs the com also broke down..shit..such a bad luck..haiz..so as u noe me..i dun care tat much so..2day wen i went 2 skool my project have even finish n wen i went to the student hub @skool..the printer no ink..haiz...dunno wat 2 say..so for this projects the bad luck is:

1) first ting of all i passed up late so the tcher minus 5 marks..shit...
2)the printer @my hse no ink...(of all the time y have 2 be yesterday)
3)my backup plan to print @the shop...the shop com broke down..
4)go 2 skool thought cn print rite..the ink finish..stupid skool..
5)n the video in the cd i burn..the file cnt open...arh!!!!shit...

this is all that happen in 2 days straight..i hate it wen i hav to do smeting important...the things all gt wrong....n all that i plan to do th last min..it all burn....arh....hate it men so the moral of the stories ar 'dun ever do things the last min"...
erm..ok 4get abt the project..so lets talk abt the my life now...erm..nowadays i been quite happy...i have alot of ppl to entertain myself or i cn entertain myself...hahaha(crazy me...)
so what i been up to frm the beginning of the yr till now:

1)go shopping..(buy alots of clothing and accessories..)
2)watches allot of movies..(@ least like every 1 wk once.)
3)make more frenz n bond wif old frenzs
4)been crazy lately wif frenz...haha (as always)
5)help my sis preparing her wedding (btw it on this sun 18 may)
6)cut my hair (fringe) and it looks funny..
7)gt $300 for gpa...(so shopping again)
8)still missing him everyday..

erm..i tink tat all i cn think for now...i will update if i rmb anyting..haha..tats all for 2day ya..if i rmb i will blog again..haha..

200308

2008-03-20T08:24:00.000-07:00

haiz...2day i gone 2 my skool 4 the reg 4 the course...bt the funny thing is that i have 2 take the pic 4 the last min...it really funny cos they say muz smile like tat lah n all...so i fed up n it turn out bad man...bt watever..it juz an ezlink....hate it so much...fuck rite...so now i need 2 endure with the pic for the whole 2 yrs....shit...hate it men....bt nvr mind...nobody wan 2 look rite....after tat i go 2 my cousin house...it is fun...i have fun with them...bt ika (my anther cous) wan 2 go out wif me with her sis....bt i have 2 decline them cos i cn c them at home cos ika is overnite at my hse....,haha....bt she being the pain in the ass....she keep calling me when will b cming hme...n btw.....she say she miss me...n nw she acting crazy n dancing bside me with the song hydrolics n low....crazy gerl....haiz...n for the calm mood i in...i dun wan 2 disturb her in her crazy time...hahahahaha...watever...haiz....crazy...n juz nw wen i wen back frm hse..i go 2 the super market....we laugh like crazy there....haha...cos she dancing n i join her...haha..n the way we laugh make ppl 2 look at us....haiz...i have fun 4 this day altho i miz the 3 person that i wan 2 c alot...hope they miz me 2...........hiaz....k lah...hope all turn out alrite n i bee happy with the new classmate n now i have to endure them 4 the 2 yrs...allah bless me..hahahah...pray 4 me ya...hope all the classmate cn get along fine...n have good grades 4 the 2 yrs...hahaha...altho it 2 soon 2 pray 4 this cos the skool haven started yet...haha...k lah..write in this nxt tm....c u..

The result..

2008-02-21T04:46:00.000-08:00

hey...2day i very happy c os i get what i wan..haha...i juz get my result of wat course i get for higher nitec..n i get the event management...hope i can cope with it lah...pray for me ya...i miz alot of my frenz sia..since i haven seen them...my life nowadays is ok lah...bt i dunno leh..tis few weeks i like 2 watch mv alot...every wk sure go 2 1 mv...i still remember i watch mv wif yuliana...it fun men...2 mv in 1 day...haha...although i 4get 2 bring yul her bday present(sori yul)...bt at least c didnt mind..haha...we have fun rushing here n der...cos long time didnt c her..aft c came back frm indo i didnt c her until last week...tat y....we talk alot n take pics and watch mv all in 1 day....so we have 2 rush frm one end 2 one of orchard...haha..now since i quit frm my wrk at sakura...i rarely c rahayu....miz messing arnd wif her...joking n scolding each other...jing2 also...4 1 yr didnt c her...c now i tink i china...so cnt contact her since c didnt on9...miz the time the 4 of us having fun in skool...joking n being crazy wif each other...miz the laughter we had at skool...cos nowadays very hard 2 have all the 4 of us in one place cos we been bz with the things n all...haiz...so now i have 2 make more new frenz since i b gng 2 diff class..n all my old classmate been gng 2 diff courses...hope we cn still keep in touch...haha....god bless me...i tink that all for 2 day...if i have someting 2 write...i'll update ya...

everyting..

2008-01-26T04:25:00.000-08:00

sometimes i really hate to go home cos it only make me stress and i dun think tat i have peace wen every1 are in the hse...they onli think of them self...i hate it alot...they can watch tv and play com at the same times bt if me...they will always say that how r u gng 2 do that or wasting the electricty lah./...wah..really hate them...they onli think of them self ...sometimes i really hope that i will always b alone at home so that no body will irritate me...u noe... at least i have peace...n they are all lazy...they tink that everything i have to....they dun even to do a single thing...tat y their butt are so big mah...all expect me to do...they think i wat??maid ar...they onli liked to scold ppl without reason...bt they didnt even help with the house work...onli make the house untidy onli...den say that me didnt do anything at home....wtf...hate them sia...onli xpect me 2 do all...argh.........!!!!!!!hate dis kind of thing happen....

Trust..

2007-12-18T08:37:00.000-08:00

Trust is the word that i wan that u can give me...bt i tink i hope is so far...i dunno trhat u cannot even trust my woirds....wat is this realationship without trust...iuf u dun trusat me...so i tink we juz have 2 go diff ways...no need to say anythings...even if i say...do u still have doubt?? it hard 2 say...which way this thing is going..n i hope u understand....dun juz say u believe in me but u still look like not sincere,...i hate ppl say the other things bt think another things....it make me confuse of hu u really are n am i noeing the right person or izzit juz a cover for u 2 get close wif ppl...u have 2 learn how 2 trust first then love...trust is a big part to have in a relationship...so if not ....i think it is the best choice 4 us....eventhough it hard 4 me 2 say....it will happen sooner or later...so for now...i have 2 say we have 2 part...bt i'll miz u..

Unpredictable...

2007-12-09T01:17:00.000-08:00

sometimes life can be so unpredictable....we can expect things to go some ways but it can turn up 2 be the other way....so we can onli hope that the things go the rite way even we did not expect it.....that wat i tot my way will be cos wen i have this thinking of hoping that the tiuings i get...i cnt...now i miss everything there...i noe some of u hu are reading dis didnt understand...bt the some of my friends will.,..

Relatives....

2007-12-05T06:24:00.000-08:00

omg....i hate those aunties that try 2 ruin my day...they think that they are older than us so that they can rule ppl life...they like to comment on evrytings that look at....my dressing...my friends...n alots of thing even somtime my personal stuffs....hate them so much...btw...even my mom didnt say anythings abt my friends,...den wat 4 like to kpo wif my life....hello!!! we seldom meet n u try to advise me with everythings....stupid...always ruin my mood in the times that i all happy2 den u juz like 2 ttalk abt the pesimxedrrond n how i dressed...hate tm.jtake care of uself lahh...d ditub p like wif that stupid mouth....juz that u meet them once...u cnt juz say things wen u dunno them wat....my own dressing u also wan 2 say...not appropriate lah or wat...please lah...my mom didnt say anyting....so juz shut up...btw it also my body not urs to decide wat i should wear or not......n i'm not ur daughter that u can boss around....n also not ur servant that u pay....so juz get lost...hate this kind of ppl...

Regrets..

2007-11-20T16:47:00.000-08:00

My worst regrets is that i ignoring my my friends...so now i been missng them alot n duno how 2 contact them...they are nice but sometimes they can b so irritating....they like 2 talk anyhow n duno that they are hurting ppl feeling...n the one i been missing is him...long time alrdy didnt talk 2 him.....miz him alot..i hope he forgive me for the things i have done 2 him...if i can i really wan 2 say sorry n hope we can still be friends...wish him 2 be happy with everything going around him....if i'm the 1 hu make him hurt...i juz wish that he forget abt me...the only things that i really wanna say 2 him is...i'm so sorry for making u sad for the things that i have done...i regret that i didnt spent more times wif my grandma...i really miz her so much...everytime i c an old lady...i will always remind me of my grandma...luv her so much....

sick...

2007-04-29T19:45:00.000-07:00

for 3 weeks i been either working or skoolling...i'm tired and now i'm sick....somemore 2mr i still working during labour day....my whole body is aching....bt i tink it worth my time cos i dun like 2 sit in my house juz laying down so i have something 2 do every day and earn someting mah...bt miz gng out wif all my friends.....cnt go out wif them cos everyday i bz....sori ya....my friends all asked me 2 go out but i refuse cos i tired...now i'm sick...i got flu and been coughing like hell all day....juz wait till june holiday lah...we will have alot of time 2 go out n have fun ya...so juz wait tilden lah...hope u all not angry wif me ya....btw...i tink by july i will quite alrdy....tired and my body cant stand it alrdy...cant relax...so i tink after tat i will relax for the rest of the year n focus on my studies.....hehe..ok lah..till here....bye

miz my old life....

2007-04-28T07:58:00.000-07:00

i really miz my old life cos now i feel there no fun alrdy cos i always buzy...it either wif my skool or my work so everyday it will be the same...i miz gng out wif my friends...hang out late n lots more...now my routine is go skool den home..or go work den home...didnt go out alrdy....buzy2...der also no time 4 me 2 relax or stay at home onli...miz also there old times wen i, jing2, yuliana and rahayu sit in the canteen at bendemeer sec n talk2 and so crazy thing 2 release stress....love n miz tat times....now cannot do crazy thing like last time...haha..miz the time wen the 4 of us gossip2 n laugh2...hope we cn go back 2 the old times...i also long time didnt go out wif them....hope can go out wif them wen i have the time....